E1: The Day I Realized I Had a Choice

In this first episode, I share a moment where so much began to shift. I thought I was doing everything “right,” yet I felt deeply unfulfilled. The question, How can I be so unfulfilled?  led me on a journey of questioning the foundations I had been living within, from food and health to education, work, money, birth, parenting and more.

This episode explores the shift from living on autopilot to recognizing that I had a choice, and what it means to begin living from the inside out.

It’s also an introduction to this podcast and the real-time journey of building a homestead and sanctuary with my family, as an outer expression of the inner journey home.

A glimpse into this episode:

- A pivotal moment when everything began to shift, sharing a poem about this time in my life

- How this moment transformed the way I relate to my life which sparked the  beginning of a 17-year journey of self-discovery and coming home to myself

- Moving from living through “shoulds” and expectations to choosing from internal alignment

- Questioning the systems I was unconsciously living within

- A new way of relating to my  body as something to listen to, rather than fix or control

- Letting go of right/wrong thinking 

- What it means to live from an internal compass rather than external conditioning

- An introduction to the deeper themes of this podcast: connection, sovereignty, and whole-systems living

- A glimpse into the real-time creation of our homestead and sanctuary, co-created with the land